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table of contents UPDATE! It's frakkin' 2007! - 2007-08-11
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spring forward 2005 I am tripping on nostalgia--this addiction comes and goes--or maybe never really disappears but is translated into another sense of longing. Who knows. Currently, I can't stop listening to Belinda Carlisle and google-ing Ryan Lambert. I found him on Myspace and he's so old now, probably dating someone my age, 10 years his junior. I was tempted to buy his video fan club movies from ebay, but that would make me completely psychotic! ha ha ha Still, he was really cute at 15. sigh. How could 20 years have already passed? I want Monster HD so bad. And broadband in my new apartment. But all this fun stuff costs money, which is starting to become the epitome of evil. I'm moving to Gainesville in August, moving my stuff up next month. I'm worried about all the usual things, mostly my loneliness. Sometimes it can be completely devastating. And sometimes it keeps me tragic, gives me that vague, romantic mystery. or just makes me seem psychotic. whatever. |
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